13 Weeks: How Scales Lie
Week 4 of my second 13 week season; low carb diet and more exercise, tracking my weight, blood glucose, and body fat. You can follow me at my 13 Weeks Facebook page for daily updates, and you can join Fitocracy and follow my daily exercise.
I haven't published new charts recently, so I think it's time. Here's the first one, my weight.
OH, NOOOOOES! My weight is going up! I'm a failure! Eeeek!
Well, maybe not, although certainly if all I was tracking were my weight I'd be mildly hysterical. (And I have to admit I get qualms looking at it this time, even though I swear I'm not primarily interested in my weight. But 50 years of dieting doesn't go away quickly.)
The thing is, that weight in general isn't really our primary interest. I asked whether weight itself was a primary concern over at my Facebook page, and got a lot of different interesting answers; almost none of them included weight. "Feel better", "better health", "more attractive", "sexier" all did show up. Now a couple of people with bad knees and backs did say weight in itself was a problem, but for most people it's more a symptom of something else that troubles them. Certainly so with me -- blood sugar, health in general, and as I realized during the first 13 weeks, simply feeling ugly and disgusting were my major issues.
What people use as a proxy for all this is weight, of course, and especially with daily weighings, this can be very disheartening.
What's worse, I've been at least as diligent with the diet -- in the last full week, according to LostIt!, I've been 8200 kcals in deficit, with an average of about 9g carbs a day net of fiber. Being diligent with the diet isn't so awful, but still I'd sure like a chocolate bar or a plate of spaghetti sometimes. In anything, I'm doing better with the diet plan that in my first 13 weeks.
Add to that I've been pretty diligent with the exercise -- not every day but at least five days a week (I've got more to say about the exercise, below) so I'm lots more active than I was in the first 13 weeks -- and probably more than I've been in the last 13 years.
But still, I'm actually gaining weight.