Pied Piper
“Or a man who makes potions in a traveling show”
Into the second decade after World War 2 it was still common for itinerant bands to go oompah-pahing around Manila and I nearly ran away from home for the first and only time in my life. The front gate had been left ajar and the sight of a brass band passing in the street was a scene too compelling for a boy of 5 to resist. I was out the gate and nearly two blocks away before my mother finally caught up and led me home.
But the fascination of following the traveling show persisted. Later in life I was tempted but never quite foolish enough to apply for employment in one of the many tawdry carnivals that crisscrossed the country, arriving in time to coincide with the scheduled Fiestas of the different towns throughout Luzon. But the appeal is seemingly universal. According to Wikipedia, the traveling carnival was a popular form of rural entertainment in early 20th century America, and indeed throughout the world.
Through most of the history of the 19th century, rural North America enjoyed the entertainment of traveling shows. These shows could include a circus, vaudeville show, burlesque show or a magic lantern show. It is believed that the 1893 Chicago World’s Fair was the catalyst that brought about the modern traveling carnival. At the Chicago World’s Fair was an avenue at the edge of the grounds called the Midway Plaisance. This avenue of the fair had games of chance, freak shows, wild west shows (including Buffalo Bill whose show was set up near the fairground) and burlesque shows. It also featured the first Ferris wheel constructed by George Washington Gale Ferris, Jr. Following the Chicago World’s Fair, the term “midway” was adopted from the Midway Plaisance to denote the area at county and state fairs where sideshow entertainment was located.
Such entertainments were apparently popular even in Scotland, which seemed hard to imagine at first. Since it is the convention that movie Romans (or indeed any grand historical personalities playing in any period drama set more than 200 years ago) are played by actors speaking an upper class English accent, the traveling show appeared at first to be too low for so stately a country as imaginary Britain. Can you imagine Rex Harrison or David Niven attempting to win a Kewpie doll at a fair willingly? Or buying tickets to a ferris wheel? But the misgivings were all imaginary it turns out, since most Britons don’t even speak with an upper class accent. And when the Scottish traveling show became conceivable this tantalizing excerpt from the biography of fiddler James Scott Skinner soared in the imagination.
Skinner was born in Banchory, near Aberdeen. His father was a dancing master on Deeside. James was only eighteen months old when his father died. When James was seven, his elder brother, Sandy, gave him lessons in violin and cello. Soon the pair of them were playing at local dances. In 1852 he attended Connell’s School in Princes Street, Aberdeen.
Three years later he left to join “Dr Mark’s Little Men”, a travelling orchestra. This involved spending six years intensive training at their headquarters in Manchester. It also involved touring round the UK. … In 1862 he won a sword-dance competition in Ireland. The following year he won a strathspey and reel competition in Inverness. …
For twelve years he continued as a dancing master and violinist. He gave virtuoso concerts, with his adopted daughter joining him as a pianist. In 1881 his wife became seriously ill and died a couple of years later. For the ten years he spent little time in any one place.
Here was a man who earned his crust by playing the fiddle in one town after another. Skinner’s music first came to me on a CD given as a Christmas present one year. One tune, Bovaglie’s Plaid, closed the circle of memory in an odd way: for it was easy to imagine how in a dozen little towns in Scotland, five year old boys on hearing it must have been tempted to follow Dr Mark and his Little Men. JM Barrie caught a glimpse of where: that place children are so eager to revisit, as if it were a place familiar, whose outlines are not yet lost to memory. He called it Neverland in his book Peter Pan. But it was never a physical place, just a setting for the great adventure that seemed just outside the door for every child. It was scary and yet there was nothing to fear.
“I can’t help you, Wendy. Hook wounded me. I can neither fly nor swim.”
“Do you mean we shall both be drowned?”
“Let us draw lots,” Wendy said bravely.
“And you a lady; never.” Already he had tied the tail of the kite round her. She clung to him; she refused to go without him; but with a “Good-bye, Wendy,” he pushed her from the rock; and in a few minutes she was borne out of his sight. Peter was alone on the lagoon.
Peter was not quite like other boys; but he was afraid at last. A tremor ran through him, like a shudder passing over the sea; but on the sea one shudder follows another till there are hundreds of them, and Peter felt just the one. Next moment he was standing erect on the rock again, with that smile on his face and a drum beating within him. It was saying, “To die will be an awfully big adventure.”
CS Lewis had a memory of this strange place and he explained it thus to Big People, who were sometimes puzzled at what they remembered.
In speaking of this desire for our own faroff country, which we find in ourselves even now, I feel a certain shyness. I am almost committing an indecency. I am trying to rip open the inconsolable secret in each one of you—the secret which hurts so much that you take your revenge on it by calling it names like Nostalgia and Romanticism and Adolescence … Wordsworth’s expedient was to identify it with certain moments in his own past. But all this is a cheat. If Wordsworth had gone back to those moments in the past, he would not have found the thing itself, but only the reminder of it; what he remembered would turn out to be itself a remembering. The books or the music in which we thought the beauty was located will betray us if we trust to them; it was not in them, it only came through them, and what came through them was longing. These things—the beauty, the memory of our own past—are good images of what we really desire; but if they are mistaken for the thing itself … for they are not the thing itself; they are only the scent of a flower we have not found, the echo of a tune we have not heard, news from a country we have never yet visited.
Perhaps that is the mysterious attraction of the traveling show; the promise that it will take you somewhere that you have just left; back to some garden barred by a locked door whose key you can’t find. The brass band would almost certainly not have taken me there, though come to think of it, you can never be sure. But now that gate is far away and closed. And here is Bovaglie’s Plaid as it may have been heard in small towns long ago.
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Great C. S. Lewis quote; someone might refresh where that comes from.
See here:
http://www.ucs.louisiana.edu/~ras2777/spirituality/lewis.htm
and here:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sehnsucht
The locked door leads to the paths you didn’t take, and the thing itself is the promise of all that was to come, and the wonder of discovering it. That’s why it can never really be found – the paths you didn’t take aren’t no longer there, and the one you did take perhaps holds much joy and happiness, but no more mystery.
It’s not so much a tune never heard as it is a tune – your life since that golden moment – that once heard can never be unheard. The feeling is the anticipation of the tune. No matter how much joy the song may bring us, we always long to be just on the verge of hearing it for the first time again.
A wandering minstrel I —
A thing of shreds and patches,
Of ballads, songs and snatches,
And dreamy lullaby!
My catalogue is long,
Through every passion ranging,
And to your humours changing
I tune my supple song!
I tune my supple song!
–
I dunno, I can’t recall ever wanting to follow a brass band.
I’m also a bit confused by C.S. Lewis’ “faroff country”. I’m not sure this is a meme we modern Americans are all that familiar with.
And I thought Peter Pan basically a story about growing up, not really going back, or maybe that’s the later psychoanalytic take on it.
When I think back nostalgically it’s for my own innocence, not so much the world’s. Maybe I’m too egocentric? I’m sorry some kids today can’t grow up in a somewhat simpler world … Captain Kangaroo on black and white tvs, … the first Beatles and Beach Boys songs, … America going to the moon! I miss Camelot, though of course it never really was, and it didn’t last long nor end well anyway. Sigh. Maybe we’ll get it better next time.
We live in an entertainment saturated world. That is a very unnatural condition coming after 99% of human history. T. H. White in “The Once and Future King” did a good job arguing that the Medieval knights were games mad. The nobles could divert themselves with four things. These included 1. war, 2. hunting, and 3. adultery or Romance for the poetically inclined. Tournaments combined elements of all three as a setting for simulated combat, with hunting parties and demonstrations of falconry. To those three you could add the entertainment value of religion. The splendor of the Church was the only setting for most artistic activity except for that provided by the rare itinerant troubadour. For the peasantry the only sources of what we could call entertainment were the Church and possibility of a trip to a Market at most once a year. Meager as those rural churches with their semi-literate at best priests and the small markets were they were all the peasant had. Shakespeare had King Harry flatter the peasant in terms the Great and Good could still use to justify ruling for our own benefit
All that distinguishes Man from other animals may be the ability to imagine Another Place. King Harry was wrong. Even the slave can dream.
Well, in my family we actually had an Uncle who ran away from home as a small boy and joined the circus that had passed through his town.
He wound up having a sucessful career as The Human Cannonball.
When he finally retired they had to cancel the act.
They just could not find another man of his caliber.
As a young boy, I was captivated by James Otis’ “Toby Tyler, or Ten Weeks With a Circus”. It had that same appeal. You hear echos of it in the hobo song “Big Rock Candy Mountain”.
In Ray Bradbury’s “Martian Chronicles” (Usher II), a characer laments the unyielding literary realism of the day with the declaration, “Oh here! Oh now! Oh hell!” Is Lewis’inkling really a profound vision of some ineffable longing – or simply the age-old desire to escape from a disappointing here and now? Is it a stimulant or an opiate?
Jules Verne, after such a boyhood escapade, resolved to confine his adventures to writing – and became the grandfather of modern science fiction. Robert Goddard, the pioneer of rocketry, was moved by a youthful dream/vision of rising above the earth and all its cares.
At the end of “The Lord of the Rings”, Frodo and his companions return to the Shire. They sit in the local tavern, savoring the familiar sights and sounds. Nothing there has changed – but they have. They can never again be quite as lighthearted as they were before their adventure. When people talk of the “good old days”, they seem to be recalling a time when life was simpler for them – before they had to face the hardships and disappointments of life.
Maybe the lesson in all this is the fact that what becomes of our hopes and dreams and longings depends on our character. No matter where we go, we cannot escape from ourselves.
Let’s see: from Philippine brass bands to the Chicago World’s Fair to an itinerant Scottish fiddler to Never Never Land to sensucht. All of these threaded into a coherent essay. Cap it off with a musical video and you have essential wretchard. Don’t know how you do that but I really enjoy reading it.
I suspect that we have to leave that far off country in order to find it again. Apparently we can’t do that without wandering about the scenery for a while. Some people call it a mystery.
6. Dave :
Your uncle may have been a singular bore but he was clearly a hard man to gauge.
# Josh
I can’t recall ever wanting to follow a brass band.
You never met up with Professor Harold Hill and the boys’ band he started in River City?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n19DFphg1ZE&feature=related
#6 Dave – when they cancelled the act, did your uncle go ballistic?
#5 Blast from the Past:
“We live in an entertainment saturated world. That is a very unnatural condition coming after 99% of human history.”
Unnatural to the extent that it has forever altered politics.
There was a brief period in history that modern democracy existed without visually compelling mass media. From about 1776 until the talking movie age, followed by the even more compelling TV and internet ages. During that brief time, ideas, not entertainment, ruled the day.
I believe that a large swath of humanity has not evolved either the brain structure nor the outlook to distinguish, in many cases, visual media from reality.
The proof of this is millions of Americans who saw an actress who looked like Sarah Palin say she could see Russia from her house, so they believed that Sarah Palin actually said it herself.
These folks are less highly evolved than those who can distingusih between clever imitative entertainment and reality, but unfortunately they are allowed as much of a vote as anyone else.
Can you imagine Rex Harrison or David Niven attempting to win a Kewpie doll at a fair willingly?
Just before they chase the bad guy into the Hall of Mirrors for the final shoot out.
I ran away from home when I was four. Unfortunately I was not allowed to cross the street so I went around the block. But I can say that by the time I was four I had been around the block and it wasn’t a small block, either.
Yet this train’s whistle! The wails of a lifetime were gathered in it from other nights in other slumbering years; the howl of moon-dreamed dogs, the seep of river-cold winds through January porch…
By the pricking of my thumbs, something wicked this way comes…
This is why I read the Belmont Club. Anyone who has a collection of American Civil War songs will recognize Bovaglie’s Plaid. Not the melody, perhaps, but the plaintive notes, the mournful sense of longing, longing for home, longing for the world that was and may never be again.
The campfire low, the men in gray
Sat in the dark, as still as stone
Intent upon the fiddler’s play
The mournful notes, the sorrowed tone
Beyond the trees, blue pickets lie
Enraptured by the haunting tune
That said tomorrow some will die
And lie in fields forever June
Brothers once, but now at war
They dream upon the world they had
The world of home, and love and more
To sleep, to dream, Bovaglie’s Plaid
You think WE dream of never-never land:
A proposed revision to Freedom of Information Act rules would allow federal agencies to lie to citizens and reporters seeking certain records, telling them the records don’t exist. The Justice Department has proposed the change as part of a large revision of FOIA rules for federal agencies. Specifically, the rule would direct government agencies who are denying a request under an established FOIA exemption to ‘respond to the request as if the excluded records did not exist,’ rather than citing the relevant exemption. [STORY]
These guys want to ‘adjust’ history to their liking. Just like Uncle Joe in the USSR infamous photo along the river where people just “weren’t” there any more…
No thanks. The ‘birth certificate’ and ‘which passport’ and ‘who paid the tuition’ and ‘RI Social Security Number’ and ‘invisible graduate and undergraduate grades’ and ‘law review failure to write’ are enough adjusted history for me.
tom
Dr Mark? Mr Dark!
The length of time do you think you’re by using this design? I used to be seeking something like it with regard to my weblog.
re: Big Rock Candy Mountain. I happened to thread surf once to a site that gave explanation about this song and how it originated as a busker tune before being sanitized and made popular by Burl Ives. I found it disturbing.
We still have several sets of summer carnival troups that set at local smaller towns each year in these parts of flyover country. Some units are mom and pop ventures, they have a stand on a trailer that they must sub-contract to the promoter. The real deal tend to be oily, murine-featured and heavily marked with Bic ink tattoos. Some of them even affected “Awstraylan” accents one year, apparently to capitalize with this mystical quality on local, nubile teens. When these dirtbags roll in I understand how hawks feel when they see rats creeping around the base of the tree that holds their nest and eggs.
The modern pied piper plays electric guitar in hockey stadiums. Go to the parking lot and you’ll find the children. They’re easy to recognize. Young people with nothing on their mind but getting into the door tonight and getting to the parking lot of tomorrow’s show afterwards. And once inside, to relive the same yearning over and over again. The best of the pied pipers, like the Grateful Dead, address the yearning directly:
There’s a band out on the highway
They’re high steppin’ into town
It’s a rainbow full of sound
It’s fireworks, calliopes and clowns
They’re a band beyond description
Like Jehovah’s favorite choir
People joining hand in hand
While the music played the band, Lord
They’re setting us on fire.
Keep on dancing thru the daylight
Greet the morning air with song
No one’s noticed, but the band’s all packed and gone.
Was it ever there at all?
—
Midnight on a carousel ride
Reaching for the gold ring down inside
Never could reach it; It just slips away
but I try
12. no mo uro The proof of this is millions of Americans who saw an actress who looked like Sarah Palin say she could see Russia from her house, so they believed that Sarah Palin actually said it herself.
She said you can see Russia from Alaska. It’s true. You can see the Russian Diomede Island from the Alaskan Diomede Island, and you can even walk there in winter. Palin claimed this bare fact of geography gave her foreign policy experience. Well, I can see the Moon from my house, but that doesn’t make me an expert on the geology of the Sea of Serenity. In my opinion this blatant resume inflation alone disqualified her for the White House. If she said, “I don’t have foreign policy experience but I don’t need to have any, because my policy will be to stay the hell out of foreign entanglements just like the first George W said in 1796″ then I would have been the most eager Palin supporter you ever saw.
Entertainers still travel. Of course it was more prevalent less literate and poorer times. Travelers were sources of new and gossip as well as new songs and music on instruments locals couldn’t play. These days aspiring comedians still travel from venue to venue, hoping to get enough of a following or recognition for a long term Vegas contract or a movie roll that will let them get off the road, at least for a while. Interesting how many people travel via UTUBE in 10 minute increments hoping for fame and fortune.
“Tell me Sarge, why do you play that Philippine music all the time?”
“Because it reminds me of when I was young in another time and another place.”
Thank you Richard for this essay, and for Bogvalie’s plaid.
Walt-
So much of the music from the mid 19th century is like that. Perhaps the War was the mood setter. Stephen Foster’s stuff would make a rock cry.
But it was also the time of a great flowering of hymns.
That 1893 Chicago exposition brought one wiggly lady to the notice of Americans. She was called Little Egypt for the occasion, and a scrap of melody from her (belly)dance, learned by ear by an observing American fiddler, shows up thenceforth through the South as a section of the common old tune ‘Bonaparte’s Retreat’.
How’s that for the attractions of the traveling show? Community colleges all over the US now have classes where lithe young ladies may learn Little Egypt’s wiggles, in hopes of picking up some spare change at their local Greek or Arabic or Persian nightclubs.
pac @ 10: You never met up with Professor Harold Hill and the boys’ band he started in River City?
Absolutely, but I prefer the original Robert Preston!
And in the movie, I love the final scene, complete fantasy, where the grungy little band suddenly turns impressive and marches endlessly out of city hall and out across the world, to vanquish the Blue Meanies!
Or of course, the band at Rick’s when they play The Marseilles …
The great thing about little kids is they still live in this place, and you can enjoy it vicariously through them.
See the German expression “sehnsucht” CS Lewis again: “…That unnameable something, desire for which pierces us like a rapier at the smell of bonfire, the sound of wild ducks flying overhead, the title of The Well at the World’s End, the opening lines of “Kubla Khan”, the morning cobwebs in late summer, or the noise of falling waves.” Wikipedia: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sehnsucht I never could put a name to the feeling until I found this…….
Richard – what a beautiful and haunting essay that captures much of what occupies my spirit currently.
Walt – the poem you quote immediately reminded me of the famous passage at the end of book 8 of the Iliad, with the Trojans camped on the plain outside Troy:
οἳ δὲ μέγα φρονέοντες ἐπὶ πτολέμοιο γεφύρας
εἴατο παννύχιοι, πυρὰ δέ σφισι καίετο πολλά.
555 ὡς δ᾽ ὅτ᾽ ἐν οὐρανῷ ἄστρα φαεινὴν ἀμφὶ σελήνην
φαίνετ᾽ ἀριπρεπέα, ὅτε τ᾽ ἔπλετο νήνεμος αἰθήρ:
ἔκ τ᾽ ἔφανεν πᾶσαι σκοπιαὶ καὶ πρώονες ἄκροι
καὶ νάπαι: οὐρανόθεν δ᾽ ἄρ᾽ ὑπερράγη ἄσπετος αἰθήρ,
πάντα δὲ εἴδεται ἄστρα, γέγηθε δέ τε φρένα ποιμήν:
560 τόσσα μεσηγὺ νεῶν ἠδὲ Ξάνθοιο ῥοάων
Τρώων καιόντων πυρὰ φαίνετο Ἰλιόθι πρό.
χίλι᾽ ἄρ᾽ ἐν πεδίῳ πυρὰ καίετο, πὰρ δὲ ἑκάστῳ
εἴατο πεντήκοντα σέλᾳ πυρὸς αἰθομένοιο.
ἵπποι δὲ κρῖ λευκὸν ἐρεπτόμενοι καὶ ὀλύρας
565 ἑσταότες παρ᾽ ὄχεσφιν ἐΰθρονον Ἠῶ μίμνον.
So all night long men sat there in the battle lanes,
with high expectations, burning many fires. 650
Just as those times when the stars shine bright in heaven,
clustered around the glowing moon, with no wind at all,
and every peak and jutting headland, every forest glade
is clearly visible, when every star shines out,
and the shepherd’s heart rejoices—that’s the way
the many Trojan fires looked, as they burned there
in front of Ilion, between the river Xanthus [560]
and the ships, a thousand fires burning on the plain.
By each sat fifty men in the glow of firelight.
Horses munched on wheat and barley, standing there 660
by their chariots, awaiting the regal splendour of the dawn.
(trans Ian Johnston)
Have you heard the one about the little boy who ran away from the circus to become an accountant?
The Renaissance Festival is the modern day travelling show. I have a friend who makes costumes and has a booth at one. So for 6 weeks in late summer, my kids travel to a land filled with sideshow acts. They have had a life filled with sword swallowers, carillon bell players, hypnotists, and fire eaters. There is quite a little subculture of RenRats who look for ways earn a buck running errands for booth owners or to carry their sign in the noonday parade. One waif like daughter sells roses quite successfully and the other waif works in my friend’s booth. They earn quite a bit of spending money.
Myself, I wanted to jump on a train and live the life of a hobo. I would stand by the tracks as the slow moving train ambled by, wanting to jump on and have it take me out of the flat swamplands to a glittering big city. But I was too small and too scared to jump.
#25, Insufficiently Sensitive: One of my little waifs spent a summer running around a Ren Fest in a belly dancing costume. A couple of the older waifs even took classes.
teresita:
I’m aware of what she said, I’m commenting on what Tina Fey did in response.
Yes I get the part about padding the resume. That has nothing to do with the point of my post. Do you have any thoughts about the point I was trying to make, regarding the inability of many folks to distinguish between mass visual media and reality?
I could have used other example but this one is fairly recent.
My prose isn’t as lyrical as that of many here…certainly it’s a league or two below our host’s. But the feelings I have are, I suspect, much the same. In fact, I suspect I indulge too much in nostalgia. I’m constantly following a new road in hopes of finding the thing I haven’t managed yet to find while knowing full well I’ll never find it…or at least never find EXACTLY what it is I’m looking for. I suppose it would help if I knew precisely what it is that I AM looking for. But then that would spoil the surprise, right?
In the summer of 1990 at the age of 22, I very nearly ran away with the carnival in a very literal sense. I came to my senses just as we were pulling up stakes for another part of the country, and high-tailed it home. My whole life since then has been spent moving from one thing to the next, with nothing I’ve tried satisfying completely. But I’m still trying….and maybe that’s the most important thing.
Please enjoy, this post reminded me of this song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xzC-j9mt29M
-Grey
I wanted to be a hobo too, but my best friend told me I couldn’t be because I’m a girl. I was five. He was an older boy of six and he knew these things.
Today I live near train tracks, work near train tracks, and have Brook Benton’s Rainy Night in Georgia on everything from vinyl to mp3, by sheer coincidence I think.
So many life-referents…
It’s been decades, but I remember wanting to visit the “faroff lands” when I was a boy, and I think I did, in one transcendent moment. Did God speak to me, or was it just misfiring neurons? As an objective observer, I’d have to vote for the latter, but…
My grandfather was “carny”, and I traveled with him many summers. For every traveling show moment (and there were some), there were hours of dirty, gritty, just-plain-WORK. The facade is easily maintained for 5 year olds, but most adults have to work at ignoring the other part, yet they mostly do; they just know enough to never sit in the first few rows at a ballet since the grunts you hear from the dancers spoil the illusion.
19. LFMayor
“When these dirtbags roll in I understand how hawks feel when they see rats creeping around the base of the tree that holds their nest and eggs.”
In response-
Cher’s Gypsys, Tramps and Thieves(written by Bob Stone) – “But every night all the men would come around… And lay their money down.”
And
“It’s morally wrong to allow a sucker to keep his money.”
-WC Fields
28. Phil M.
“See the German expression “sehnsucht””
I prefer my sehnsucht a little… less delicate
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ZdQ3w3_nuE
Three gypsies stood at the castle gate.
One sang high and one sang low. . .
.
I saw Mary Martin as Peter Pan on TV in the really old days.
The score of the Broadway play was by Comden and Green–you don’t get better than that.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hp6wbrN9oH8
Think of lovely things. Good advice.
I joined the Navy, and what did I see? I saw the Sea. What could be more romantic?
CAdams: His sermon: “Weight of Glory”…..
http://www.verber.com/mark/xian/weight-of-glory.pdf
Lewis was aware that in speaking of of this subject he was squarely inside Never-never Land. But Lewis accepts the challenge, and in the direct continuation of the quote in the post body he makes clear that while he is weaving a spell it is only to counter an older spell against another enchantment that threatens to unman us.
Far from urging his listeners to lose themselves in dream, Lewis on the contrary urges us to wake up from the soporific assertion that this is all their is: that our fate in life is to accept our assigned destiny, collect our designated pension and while away the hours watching TV.
He sees this as robbery and claims that the finest part of us — the part that makes us most human — is really what our betters have been endeavoring to steal from us; that they want to lobotomize or in his words, put us under a spell. But Lewis says that like it or not, the dark spell cannot last. We have a great hunger for transcendence. We are almost condemned to it. It makes us seek what is over the next hill. Without it we would wither and die.
It is an appealing narrative because it seems to explain the recent strenuous efforts by social engineers to convince us of our unspecialiness; of why nature should benefit from our extinction; why it is foolish to reach for the stars; why it is folly not to regard ourselves as nothing but — nay baser than — animals. Reading Lewis makes you wonder whether you are not in the middle of an extended campaign to rob us of what the Founders asserted we all possessed; and to convince us that there was in fact nothing more to our existence than what was alloted by the state. Is that not in fact the “civilized” and “non-ethnotcentric” point of view? Is not transcendence not the last illusion which the “clingers” unaccountably hang on to? Away with it! A new world of Hope and Change awaits.
Yet that is the view that Lewis utterly rejects. He says that we want love and would be fools not follow our hearts. Therefore hearken to it and never be turned away from seeking it out.
teresita @ 25: “Palin claimed this bare fact of geography [the relative closeness of the Diomede islands] gave her foreign policy experience.”
Perhaps that was Fey again.
On the other hand, Palin did have some experience in negotiating an oil deal between Canadian and Alaskan principals.
A bit more than our current head of state had.
4. Josh
When I think back nostalgically it’s for my own innocence, not so much the world’s. Maybe I’m too egocentric? I’m sorry some kids today can’t grow up in a somewhat simpler world … Captain Kangaroo on black and white tvs, … the first Beatles and Beach Boys songs, … America going to the moon! I miss Camelot, though of course it never really was, and it didn’t last long nor end well anyway. Sigh. Maybe we’ll get it better next time.
I am as worried today as I was back in the 60′s, not of the Beatles or the Beach Boys, but of the Students For A Democratic Society, the Weathermen – their terrorist offshoot, and the Democrat Convention in Chicago in 1968.
Those things and the three big assassinations back then made an incredibly ugly perception in the now long-lost naive mind that I used to cling, to shape the world as I wanted it – not as it apparently was.
Today, I’m cursed and blessed: blessed by my faith that raises me to new heights each and every day, and cursed by the apparently strengthening evil spreading across the land and the incredible sense of foreboding I have for the ever darkening future of the American Dream.
Perhaps the best outcome would to reach my end content in that my Lord would finally bring everything to His ultimate conclusion. Not to know that it would happen – as I do, but that it has…
Success is counted sweetest
By those who ne’er succeed.
To comprehend a nectar
Requires sorest need.
Not one of all the purple Host
Who took the Flag today
Can tell the definition
So clear of Victory
As he defeated – dying—
On whose forbidden ear
The distant strains of triumph
Burst agonized and clear
Emily Dickinson
There is really something to running “a race” for a new personal record, and the gratification’s the best when you have nothing left…as you spent it on the road. But the vast majority of us will pass without a clue.
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On the other hand, Palin did have some experience in negotiating an oil deal between Canadian and Alaskan principals.
A bit more than our current head of state had.
At least she didn’t say that she invented the internet. She just stated a geographic fact and the bitterly sardonic world ran with their own version of it.
The left only cares for the overtly fantastic lie. That’s why they still love the Green liar who persists with his most recent whopper.
The Road Not Taken
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I–
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
Robert Frost
Ray Bradbury tapped into this deep fascination with traveling shows with his 1962 book, Something Wicked This Way Comes. He added his own unique twist to the visit of the Cooger and Dark Pandemonium Shadow Show to a small town in the Midwest.
Summer’s end in Tampa meant the last stop for Ringling Brothers before the circus wintered in Sarasota. Royal American shows, a great sideshow carnival which traveled with the circus, wintered in Tampa where I was growing up. Many of the performers’ children were my schoolmates. One told me the painted canvas which descended from the lip of the main stage to the ground was loose in some sections and, by pulling the top back a few inches, one could see the performers in their private area, resting between acts below the stage.
I didn’t dare to peek under the stage and just watched the acts perform until one, an armless girl perhaps four years older than me — I was twelve — performed amazing tricks with her feet, gracefully doing things some would find difficult to do with hands.
She was ethereal, a thin blonde with blue eyes and long flowing hair, and she looked me right in my eyes. I fell in love with this pantalooned spirit, my first and always love. After she left the stage, looking behind the canvas curtain would be, if need be, the last thing I would do in my life.
The barker left the stage after the last act and I pulled back a loose place in the curtain. There were all kinds of freaks under there, joking, eating snacks, changing costumes under bare light bulbs. I couldn’t see her because of the freaks — they called themselves that — and I thought a strongman would catch me and throw me over the fence, or worse. I had heard stories.
Finally, I saw her sitting in a lawn chair reading a book with one foot and smoking a cigarette in the other. She was wearing shorts and a bra, her costume gone and her face in relaxed concentration. I stared transfixed, but not for long. Someone from inside shouted and I ran back out into the carnival, but I had no interest in throwing balls at dolls or eating corn dogs, or any other carnival temptations. Sixty years later, my fleeting bond with an armless angel remains the magic moment of my life. I wonder what happened to her; I know what happened to me.
Raoul,
Those five paragraphs would be worthy of any writer, even the best. But most of its magic consists in the mystery of its provenance. Was it a recollection, long elusive, that spontaneously took shape just now? Or was it something that was always clear in memory whose meaning waited for this moment?
My maternal grandfather Oliver O. Moore ran away with the troop in 1894. It stopped in Rochester, and the Blondin laid his rig across the Genesee Vally Gorge. Ollie had been entertaining the kids in the hood for a couple of years with his own slackrope setup in the backyard. Ollie set out early in the morning of Blodin’s daredevel feat and walked across the slackrope, leaving a note in the middle wishing Blondin well.
“The Great Blondin” highwire act hired Ollie and he travelled across the US by train, and over to Europe several times by steamer. He stayed almost 4 years. Amazing tales, I miss hearing.