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Boldness be my friend

July 5, 2008 - 5:24 pm - by Richard Fernandez
Grimmy
2008-07-06 11:50:41

Charles:

Well said, sir.

My first training, and primary love, as a USMC grunt, was anti-armor. At that time, the USMC had 2 primary strategic responsibilities. 1st was the Pacific AO in case of hostilities in Korea or from the PDRC. The 2nd was to reinforce Norway in case of hostilities with the USSR.

As a tank breaker, it was assumed from jump that we’d be outgunned, outnumbered and unable to successfully hold a solid line, regardless of which primary we faced.

We trained in the usual infantry skills, patrolling, urban warfare, infiltration, ex filtration, reforming after being over run, etc. But we also trained heavily in close assault anti-armor skills. This type of fight would require us to close with enemy armor while on foot and take out armored vehicles by whatever means at hand. It was assumed, by us, and by our trainers, that such tactics were not survivable so the mindset was to get as much payback as possible while still able.

It was assumed we’d be over-run and would not be able to conduct operations as organized units. Much of the training and barracks discussions revolved around what to do to cause most harm to the enemy as individual Marines or small groups after such an event. I don’t recall the idea of surrendering ever being brought up or even considered.

If the balloon went up, we were dead men and we knew it. That wasn’t something that caused fear or worry or concern. What did cause those things was the idea that we’d spend our lives prior to being able to inflict serious damage on our enemy.

I remember one case in particular. My outfit (2/4) was at Mt. Fuji for high altitude cold weather training. At the end of that training, an alert order was issued and we were all confined to camp. All our personal gear was packed up and stored in the armory. Weapons were issued and we kept them in our quonset huts. Ammo was issued to each company and kept under guard at the Co HQs. We were confined to our huts, fully dressed 24/7. We slept in our cammies.

We were told, while in company formation, that there were issues brewing with the USSR. Our mission was to join up with the Midway fleet for a possible assault on Vladivostok. I don’t know if this was a training event or a real deal but we all treated it as real.

After we’d been told what the deal was, we went back to our huts and did the usual. Played spades and talked about the near future. It was assumed that our ships wouldn’t make it to the landing site. It was assumed that there was no way in hell that we’d be able to land as organized units. The first round of discussions among us grunts was whether or not to stick with the ship as it sank. Some said it would make it easier to recover our bodies at a later date if we did that. But the winning argument was to do everything possible to get to shore. The reason for that was so that we’d still have some hope of harming the enemy.

After that, the discussions revolved around what sort of targets to go after once we made it to shore, as individual Marines or small groups. The idea of surrender never came up. I don’t remember being afraid so much at that time as angry. Not angry that I’d be sent out on such a hopeless mission, but that there was so much probability of going under prior to getting enough payback. I can not say what was in each Marine’s heart at that time, but there were plenty expressions of rage at our enemy, and a simmering hostility toward them that was palpable.

I look back at that time now, and wonder. There’s no way in hell I could muster that kind of iron now. Just thinking about going through something like that again can make my gut turn to water.