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Simone by Sunlight: Can People-Pleasing Save a Romance?

Another life lesson from the cold, beautiful French-Israeli woman who stole my heart by the sea.

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P. David Hornik

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April 14, 2013 - 7:00 am

“Half of what I say is meaningless….” That line from the entrancing song by John Lennon, and the song in general, became my mental background music for the romance with Simone. “But I say it just to reach you….”

Reaching her wasn’t easy. It had partly to do with language—and her voice. Of the four languages she knew, French and Arabic were no-goes. As for Hebrew, though good at it by then, I couldn’t understand Simone’s Hebrew because she spoke it in her low, muffled voice, one that almost seemed to shield itself from being heard.

That left English—at which she was no better than pretty good. That meant I had trouble conveying things when the word (or words) I needed was one she didn’t know; and she had trouble conveying things when she didn’t know the word(s). (Another song—in a way even more apt—would come to mind: “And I will say the only words I know that you’ll understand….”)

The problem, though, wasn’t just technical. Beyond language, beyond her voice that I strained to hear in any case, Simone tended to talk about herself in fragments and hints; she seemed both to request and repel attention. Meanwhile she raised a complaint: I was centering the relationship on me, I was more interested in my work, my daily ups and downs, than in hers.

There was truth to it, but it wasn’t the whole truth. But because I was in people-pleasing mode, I didn’t say that to her. I didn’t say: yes, but on the other hand, it’s not easy to draw close to you, you sometimes seem secretive and opaque. I would have been too scared to say that, scared of rattling the plate.

So I kept talking too much about myself, in what sometimes seemed like a vacuum; and trying harder to listen to her, hear her, understand her, which kept not working.

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I'm in the only relationship that lasted, my marriage of 15 years (!)

We figured out that neither could make the other's happiness our goal. "I can't make you happy, only you can do that." And don't try to hard to get it, let it get you.

Be yourself, which can include giving of yourself but not simply sacrificing yourself.

Personally, the girl sounds alluringly familiar to, I'm sure, a lot of men. You never had her and never would. In her world, men and women do not meet as equals. She will never be settled, let alone happy.

1 year ago
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Yes. that was part of why I ended up feeling sorry for her.
1 year ago
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Wish, oh wish this format included editing or the old preview. Should read " ...too hard to get it..."
1 year ago
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This is a pearl of great price story. What is the pearl? As you see the shell open right away you know why you had to destroy the memory. Why the ring of great power was created to get back the pearl of great price.
If the ring of great power is too hot to handle think of what this means about the pearl of great price.
The veil put over for another day to be revealed to the rif raf
1 year ago
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story: yesterday I take the great warrior angels from the 7th angel father sanctuary to enter the old beast man sanctuary now translated ino the 4th heaven. This I do every year in May but because it is now 4th heaven I bring this gift early to Lilith and she began pouring down in my mind secret secrets taht have the power to transform me in a day but this is not right for human so she give me another gift a staff of mystery . I carry this to her great throne facing the 3rd heaven then I leave this there while she came and sat on her throne I enter the 3rd heaven where Saint Faustina greet me.
Pure Lilith say as saint Faustina and i travel west: "She is very useful"
Today, I bring Mary Magdeline to the 7th heaven the closet one to the 12 heaven the Jesus heaven that will be her heaven , both Lilith and Mary Magdeline in spirit will be with me on the 5th heaven highway as gifts of protection as all the tools are being put in place
1 year ago
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Sounds like you fell in love with a beautiful butterfly...

However, you can't lament a love that lasted only a season, without also lamenting her very nature that you loved.

Be careful not to serve a life-sentence locked up in a cage of the past. It would be interesting to hear about your prison-break.
1 year ago
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My prison-break? Well, I found someone better.
1 year ago
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You were very much stuck at that point........and you created the situation that ultimately ended the relationship such as it was. What you see as people pleasing she saw as "petrified"....and as soon as that was confirmed to her she was gone!

When you walk on eggshells to keep a relationship alive and are scared to be yourself for fear of losing it (her)......it's doomed! The woman always knows and no one, not even ill-equipped men, want someone that's theirs for the taking.

In the end she was driving the bus and you were along for the ride.

Lesson learned.........in the experience bank for the next important one if there is one. In my experience, you don't get many in life.

Thanks David for the interesting read!

1 year ago
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Thanks to you, and...I've learned lessons and am now doing very well.
1 year ago
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I wouldn't put it that strongly, but indeed, my approach was not wise.
1 year ago
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I identify with the story you gave us here and I've learned, the hard way, what I think is the lesson you were trying to share with us is. Which is to take charge and show some courage.
1 year ago
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" I thought that if I honored her every whim, made sure not to cross her in any way, the plate could be kept there and wouldn’t fall."

This was a huge mistake, obviously. You lost your self respect and that ultimately cost you her respect. Without respect, there can be no relationship.
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