At 18, I aspired to eventually be June Cleaver. I worked my way through college, alone and graduated with no student loans. Got married afterwards to a man 7 years my senior with a good job, home and car. I wanted to be the perfect wife. Figured I’d work awhile, have kids, stay home and take care of my family. Oh yes, I tried hard to be a perfect lover doing everything for my husband.
I wasn’t good enough. Although my husband made good money, we had no food. He wouldn’t allow me any money to shop with. In our beautiful home we slept on sleeping bags because he would not buy a bed. He complained everyday that I was lazy and ordered me to get a job. I secured a professional position. I cooked, cleaned, and worked fulltime. He refused to have sex with me because I was so overweight it made him sick. (I weighed 135 lbs). I stayed with him another 8 years. On year 7, we had sex one time, my birthday. I became pregnant with my son. When my son was 4, he threw me out. The court gave him everything. I pay him $600/mo in child support. I was naive when I married him. He is a pedophile and that’s why he stopped sleeping with me. He actively dated teenagers even raping some while I was at work. But he is still free. I am still ordered to pay him child support even though he kicked my son out last year at age 16. So men aren’t the only ones that get screwed. I guess I am the payback for all you unhappy men. All I’ve wanted was to please a man and I love sex. My current husband is ill and has been impotent for 8 years. 20 years of marriage and no sex for me. Very ironic, what I wanted most from marriage, I can’t have.
