‘Until We Meet Again’: An Immigrant Heroine Passes On
Those on the trains weren’t much luckier. Many were evacuated to Dresden, where on February 13, 1945, less than a month later, the city was bombed by British and American planes with incendiaries, starting a firestorm. Thousands of the refugees from Breslau were among the more than 50,000 people killed.
My mother was in Breslau when it was besieged by Soviet troops starting in February of 1945. At one point the children in the city, including Traudel and her younger sister, were forced to dig trenches on the outskirts of Breslau. To get back into the city, they had to run over a bridge as artillery shells screamed overhead.
Traudel was even arrested by the Gestapo when she went looking for her grandparents and ventured into a part of city that had been banned to civilians. She was released only after a young Army officer, a friend of the family who later married her younger sister, managed to get her freed.
She survived the ravaging of Breslau by Russian troops, who pillaged and raped their way through the city. Two-thirds of the city was destroyed and 10,000 civilians were killed in the house-to-house fighting. When Russian troops came into Breslau, Traudel and her family found refuge in the priest’s rectory of one of the churches in the city. They could hear civilians screaming in the streets as they were assaulted and killed by Russian soldiers. At one point, my mother and her sisters hid on the roof as soldiers gang raped her grandmother while they forced her grandfather to watch.
Like so many others, my mother’s professional career as a ballerina was cut short by World War II. We have a photograph of her that was taken right after the war ended. It is the type of glamour shot you see of Hollywood actresses from the 1940s. She is stunningly beautiful in that picture. We have no doubt that with her talent for dancing, singing, and acting, that if there had not been a war she could have had a wonderful career, maybe even going to Hollywood and becoming a film star like Ingrid Bergman. That is how much promise one sees in that one photograph.
When Breslau and other parts of Silesia were handed over to Poland in 1946 and all Germans were ordered to leave, our grandmother managed to smuggle all of her daughters and herself into Western Germany. Traudel was very fortunate once again.
The Soviets would not allow the family to leave together, so my mother had to leave with her grandparents and one of her childhood friends. They were loaded into cattle cars and during the trip west, at one stop, they heard clanking sounds. They later learned that the Soviet troops had divided the train in half, with their car at the very end. The other half of the train was sent east into the Soviet Union, where the Germans disappeared into the slave labor camps of Joseph Stalin.
Our mother made her way with the help of the Red Cross to a refugee camp in the American-occupied sector of Germany in Bavaria, where she joined the rest of her family and met our father. Anatol von Spakovsky was a former White Russian officer who had fought the Bolsheviks during the Russian Revolution.
When the Communists took over at the end of the civil war, he escaped and settled in Slovenia where he became a college professor. He was forced to flee in 1944 to avoid being arrested and shot by Tito and Yugoslavian Communists.
Our parents were married on January 23, 1948 in the refugee camp where they had met. Our father had a gold family ring that he took to a jeweler, who melted it down and created two wedding rings, one for our mother and one for our father — I wear my father’s ring today as my wedding ring.






Thank you for this memorial to your mother that you shared. I too, am the son of immigrants. My brothers and I grew up here in the ’50s and I remember many, many families with parents and grandparents from the “old country”. Times were different then. Of course, every succeeding generation says that.
Thanks for that inspiring story of your mother’s life. It makes me feel proud to be an American and it gives me hope that our country can rebound from its difficulties when there are people like your mother migration here.
No need to apologize, Hans. This is as important as any political expose. One of the reasons students fall for the glib appeals from the totalitarians is that they have not heard these kinds of stories. They only hear about victims of capitalist “imperialists.”
This reminded me of stories my aunt told me from the same time in Slovenia, about hiding from Russians looking for women and girls to rape. These stories need to be remembered.
Prayers to your mum and blessings to your family Hans.
What a moving and beautiful tribute to your mother. It breaks my heart to see what is happening to the country that my father fought for and that welcomed your family with the promise of freedom. Your story gives me hope.
Dear Hans:
This is wonderful. Thanks you so much for sharing the story of your Mom and your family, which truly brought tears to my eyes. I recall the story you shared about your Dad in a previous essay. You come from good stock. I am proud to know you. You are an honorable mensch.
Arnold
I was in Huntsville for 25 years and your mom’s name sounds familiar. Thanks for sharing a story that is that should be taught in schools to give more depth and humanity to basic history.
Your mother was grad woman & survivor, sure wish the Liberals in US would read / listen to stories of the many war survivors to see how good they have it. War is Hell is an understatement, my family too came from germany in 1926 & 1949 aunt Elle was shot at and bombed by Allied forces as well, she kept the picture of her brother in German uniform for ever, both her and Uncle Otto nearly starved to death. It was terrible in Germany
A wonderful tribute to your mother. Your and mine could be shadow twins – within a couple years in age, my mother ran with her family to Shanghai to avoid the Nazis. Then to the US to avoid the Red Chinese. Also a string woman who made her way in the states. I am blessed in that she is still with us.
Wow, what an amazing story and a wonderful mother. Now I know why you also have a spine of steel.
A beautiful and moving tribute to your mother, and to the resiliency that made our country great. I am grateful that we younger generations have never known such hardship, and hope that there are enough of us who remember and appreciate stories like your mother’s to still make a difference in our nation’s future. Many blessings to you and your family.
Blessings to you and your family….what a beautiful tribute to your Mother. Thank you for sharing this moving story!
What an inspiring and beautiful story. Thank you for sharing it.
May her memory be eternal!
Thank you for sharing your mother’s life story. As I studied in Wroclaw(Breslau), I often thought about the life of ordinary citizens of Breslaw while walking in the streets. There are still many signes of German culture- bulidings, sculptures, books to mention a few. I will be there again in 5 days and promise to think about your mother and her family. My parents’ lives were also changed due to WWII with many family members killed or tortured in the forced labor camps. Liberation by the Soviets was frightening and my mom has always repeated that Soviets were worse than Germans- she called them savages.
Like you, I am impacted by their heritage and life experiences to which I must add 30 years of communist indoctirnation I had to endure. This makes me much more grateful for the wonderful life I have had in US. May you find comfort in the wonderful memories of your mother.
Hans, thanks SO MUCH foor this beautiful and encouraging piece. No apologies needed, this piece IS very political.. it flies in the face of the liberal socialist values being foisted upon our nation today. They have no truck with things like generational continuity, the true arts such as your parents shared with you, nor the reality of how their views, taken to their natural conclusions in Europe during your Mother’s lifetime, destroy civilisation. Stories like yours are desparetely needed today to fend off the lies of the socialist one-world-government perverts. While you only mentioned it in passing, it is also very obvioius that a strong faith in the God of the bible helped to carry those people through their trials, and provided strong direction in how to attend to things like marriage, family, education, work, perseverance, treatment of others, etc. Also things largely being lost today due to the attempts to eliminate God and His values/commands from society. It sounds as if you have most of the material for a book already, and, with a little more work, could round out an excellent story that needs to be told. With your obvious skill at writing, I believe you could make good success in the endeavour. My own Great Grandmother managed to collect enough such stories of her ancestors she wrote a manuscript recounting many of our family’s stories… fleeing the tyrannical British as they persecuted and abused the Irish in the early days of what is euphemistically called “the troubles”, mid-19th Century, how they all made their new lives here in North America based on the same character traits you detail.
What a lovely person, thank you for sharing.
Thanks so much Hans for telling us about your Mom and your family’s experience. I am so thankful that your family made it to the United States! That spirit and mindset is what has made America great. May your Mother Rest in Peace! Again thanks from Huntsville, AL.
I echo the thought: a wonderful tribute.
And regarding those who might have said “goodby” to her, you might take comfort in the thought that for them “goodby” is a shortening of “God be with ye” which in turn is a shortening of “God be with ye ’til we meet again.”
My best wishes to you as I continue to think of your mother.
Jim
Fascinating story. Thank you for sharing it. Rest in peace, Traudel.
God bless you for sharing the story of your remarkable,courageous grandmother,and parents! May we all realize how blessed we are to live in a free country!
Hans;
Vielen Dank fuer die Erzaehlung ueber Ihre Mutter/Familie.
Indeed, you mother is a grand lady not to mention other members of your family.
Such immigrants from EU built this country up from the wilderness.
My maternal grandparents have as well survived WWI, the Great Depression, WWII & the communist putsch in 1948. As millions of others, they lost their business, property & wealth to the Red (Robbing) Guards. She used to tell me that the Germans were tough, mean but clean & proper. Grandpa also mentioned the difference btw the Wehrmacht (mostly decent) & the often brutal Gestapo & the feared SS. If one obeyed them there were little problems. However, the Russians were filthy thieves, rapists & barbarians.
I consider myself lucky that I was able to escape in 1970 the Soviet tanks around Prague to Switzerland. My father managed that in 1969. I visited the US in 1982 & knew within two weeks that I belong here; I’ve loved this country already as a boy in a family of ‘enemies of the state.’
I am the 1st proud & grateful American ever in our family on both sides. My beautiful 25 years old daughter (born in Chicago) told me recently: “Thanks dad for escaping from communism so I could be your daughter.” That choked me up.
We have to tell the American story to our grand/kids. If we rely on public educrats, it is going to perish.
Hans- Thank you for sharing that wonderful story of courage, love and survival. Truly a unique story. Worthy of a book I should think.
I think the Medal of Freedom Obama awarded to Bob Dylan should instead have gone to Traudel Glaeser von Spakovsky.
I agree with you. Why on earth did he give it to Bob Dylan. Perhaps some of his lyrics are wonderful, but the man himself, not so much. Obama is the worst president ever, ever, ever. I cannot stand to look at his smirking face. NOBAMA2012
Excuse this reply to this beautiful story. Thank you for sharing such an inspirational story about this wonderful woman. We need more inspiration of of true courage. I am sorry for this loss.
I just had to reply as I can’t seem to watch Obama either. The definition of narcissism is, “…an inflated sense of their own importance and a deep need for admiration. They believe they are superior to others and have little regard for other’s feelings. Behind this mask of ultra-confidence lies a fragile self-esteem, vulnerable to the slightest criticism.”
I know the detrimental effects of being raised by a narcissist, and now I see the detrimental effects on a nation being led by one.
I too share this story. My mother was a war bride from Estonia. She also ran away from both Germans and Russians and met my father in Saltzburg, Austria where she was living in a displaced persons camp. Her rich experience and history helped shaped me and my five siblings. I miss her tremendously. Thank you for this piece. I am sorry for your loss and empathize deeply.
May God bless and keep Traudel, and may He keep you around, Hans, to protect our Constitution.
Americans also died in WWII, my father among them. As a war widow my mother welcomed refugees in our home, especially those that played violin as she did. At early ages we got taught the horrors in Europe and Asia, and were made to treasure the freedom of America as won by our own orphanhoods.
I have lived outside my American Republic since “going Galt” 43 years ago.
Over the years I have watched it disintegrate from Leftist indoctrination, not the least from USSR disinformation campaigns in the Cold War and, presumably, since. And presently from those indoctrinees grown up to be teachers and roll models.
Do what you can, Hans, but in the end save yourself. American apostates like the progressive academics, pols, media, social and entertainment elites are bringing our land to an end not unlike the Mad Max World your family knew: millions of not-so-innocents crushed between Huns and Tartars.
Thanks for the beautiful account of history and the determination that gives us all great pride in humanity. Your mother’s story represents a part of our history that some allow to slip away without detailed account. Once the first-hand witness accounts are gone, we will be without those details.
I have very often thought how there was such a pride within America during the WWII generation that I wish we all knew better. When I think of “life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness”, my thoughts drift to thoughts that may have been evoked during previous times, generations, etc., and I wonder if anyone else out there grieves, as I do, a diminished passion and understanding of the American dream or the exceptionalism of America. My love for America and pride for these values gives me a calm peace and a dogged determination that cannot be taken away. I would hope your memories of your mother and her life give you a similar peace. Thank you for the beautiful reminders.